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        <p>这是我建站后的一些感受</p>
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<h3 id="壹"><a href="#壹" class="headerlink" title="壹"></a>壹</h3><p>　　一直都是一个只有三分钟热度的人</p>
<p>　　对所有好玩的事情都投以极大的热情，一刻也等待不了，但一旦细究其实现的方法和难度，便会败下阵来。</p>
<p>　　所以，这个博客的诞生对我来说简直就是一个奇迹。进入计算机专业，有时查找资料时无意访问到别人的博客，心生羡慕，便立即涌现出自己也制作一个的冲动，可自己上手，才发现原来绚丽的页面的搭建，不仅需要学习HTML，CSS，还需要学习JavaScript，命令行操作。</p>
<p>　　在蓝图的孵化器的项目中，趁着寒假的闲暇时间，我才慢慢的学习，搭建了这个博客，并自制了2048小游戏。当完成了之后回望自己的学习历程，不禁感慨万千，故写下这篇小记。　　</p>
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<h3 id="贰"><a href="#贰" class="headerlink" title="贰"></a>贰</h3><p>　　都说计算机专业是活到老学到老，可在高中都是老师手把手教授，什么做题方法、知识串联，老师都不厌其烦的进行讲解，做这次任务，才明白，我总要学会，自己去面对所有的难。</p>
<p>　　还没有进入大学时，总是想象着，课堂上教授的谈笑风生，一切的知识都是那么新奇而又有趣，可当我步入校园，才发现理论和现实的鸿沟。上课听的云里雾里，作业也不太会做，课后又得自己找教程再次学习，刚开始的时候，我特别不适应这样超负荷的生活，一想到自己捉襟见肘的生活，眼泪就止不住地往下掉（真是个爱哭鬼）。</p>
<p>　　两周下来，我有些开窍。我以前曾无比渴望在受伤难过时、孤独无依时，得到其他人的回应、理解和陪伴。于是一emo就打开聊天框寻求安慰。可朋友能给我一时的安慰和鼓励，但这毕竟都是有限的，大家都有自己的事情要做，怎么能整天麻烦别人。我总要面对没人帮忙、没人支持、没人嘘寒问暖的日子，最终解决问题还是要靠自己。每个人的生活，无论酸甜苦辣，都要自己去品尝。每个人的道路，无论顺遂还是曲折，都要自己去行走。</p>
<p>　　后来，我渐渐找到了平衡的方法，课前要先预习，这样上课就可以跟上老师的步伐，大学，真就是大不了自己学，累的时候就少说闲话、少想乱七八糟的事，困的时候就早睡不熬夜，心里感觉苦了，赶紧拿颗糖塞嘴里。我不断给自己打气说，小周小周冲冲冲。</p>
<p>　　我曾害怕面对一切艰难险阻，直到生活给了我一道道坎，才教会了我如何在挫折和痛苦中一步一步变强。　　</p>
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<h3 id="叁"><a href="#叁" class="headerlink" title="叁"></a>叁</h3><p>　　蓝图的第一个任务就是部署自己的网页，并自学HTML，CSS，JavaScript制作2048小游戏。前一周，我兴冲冲的打开HTML和CSS的教程，心想：不过如此嘛。可拧巴又好强的我不想只部署一个网站，我想把网站做成博客，把小游戏嵌到里面。可真正到了部署自己的博客的时候才发现，原来很多事情并不是在界面化的界面做的，而是要涉及到那个黑框框样子的命令行，里面复杂的指令和只要随便输错一点点就会乱七八糟弹出来一大堆不认识的英文，真是让我这个从未接触过命令行的小白头大。</p>
<p>　　在网上大海捞针般的搜索云开发和静态网站托管的知识，了解其中的机理和命令行的内容，我坐在电脑前就忘了时间。</p>
<p>　　开始是，出了错误但不知道错哪了，只能删除自己之前已经部署了大部分的网站，推到重来，有放不下的吧，毕竟是自己费了好大功夫才做好的，可如果不重来，依照现在自己这个水平也修不好它呀（有点对不起那些“胎死腹中”的网页哈哈哈）。</p>
<p>　　当时就想起了曾经在书上看到的一个故事：一个人上火车时不小心掉了一只新鞋，等火车开动了他才发现。这时，他毫不犹豫地把另一只鞋也从窗口扔了出去。其他乘客很不理解，他解释说，那双鞋不论多么昂贵，对他而言都已经失去作用了，而捡到这双鞋的人就不同了。所以，与其留一只对自己无用的鞋，倒不如选择放弃，或许会成全另一个人呢？</p>
<p>　　一次次的推倒重来，在不断的试错中，我的内心独白常常是：</p>
<p>　　“怎么又错了！这次又是哪里不对”</p>
<p>　　“为什么我本地预览出来都在好着呢，推送到终端就不行了”</p>
<p>　　”原来我找了二十分钟的错误是冒号后少了一个空格 ！“</p>
<p>　　可渐渐的，我的命令敲得越来越顺了，我的操作也越来越熟悉了，面对错误，我可以不用推到重来（因为我已经能大概看懂命令行的提示了），甚至英语都有所进步（命令行里都是英文，教程也好多都是英文）。</p>
<p>　　原来啊，只要努力坚持下去，真的有可能看到光明。</p>
<p>　　原来啊，如果我只想看到结果再出发，那我将永远不会知道结果在哪儿。</p>
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<h3 id="肆"><a href="#肆" class="headerlink" title="肆"></a>肆</h3><p>　　又又又坐在电脑前捣鼓了一下午，乱七八糟的命令行错误真是让人头大，搭建一个网站真的对我这种小白真的太不容易了。回忆下来，这两周我竟然捣鼓了这么多东西，先在云开发中先搭建了个博客，又因为不好访问把把博客迁移到了GitHub，顺便学会了搭梯子（感谢lyx的北大梯子🙆‍♀️），但因为GitHub网页每次更新不及时，我又买服务器，买域名，给域名备案，给服务器备案，申请SSL证书，买COS资源包，部署SSL证书，在云服务器用Linux命令行指示。这一路对我来说很艰难，虽然不属于算法题那种烧脑类型的，但里面涉及到的全都是我从未涉足的知识，终于终于，终于部署完成了！真的整个人都瘫在沙发上。天生拧巴的人终于和自己硬刚了一次。</p>
<p>　　最后，以一句我很喜欢的话结尾吧。</p>
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<p>我与我周旋久，宁作我。</p>
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